| Monday, June 29, 2009,6:31 AM |
im so happy but my fingers hurt.
lalalala~ tan wu jia sucks! HAHAHA
but i still love my cute cute nephew~
now youre probably asking, why so happy?
cannot mehh? hahaha.
i read a lot last night so yea, im happy :p
“If I never met you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”
i found that sentence in someone's siggy in soompi!
omg. love at first sight tu! HAHAHA
anyways, no school?
im still confused --
people who went to school today, tell me!
(i know you guys are reading! D:)
caught you people red handed! HAHAHA
+.....+ says:
too rough le
+.....+ says:
stfu
+.....+ says:
tis word
^ HAHAHA~ who say one ah? :p
first time see my blog de orang.
LING! I DONT WANT TO THINK IT MYSELF! T__T
just freaking tell me NO existence girl ]:
-sniff sniff-
ling so jahat T__T
make me hyper then become so mysterious lagi.
kill you ah x: huhu~
sentence of the day:
this ah...think it , yourself .
^thank you ling. :p
| Sunday, June 28, 2009,1:37 AM |
happy 2nd anniversary freddie.
i cant believe that it has been 2 years. it felt like it was only yesterday that i was bugging you while you just smiled at me. you were always kind and always cute. we all loved you dearly. you were an angel sent from above. maybe that why you had to leave us so early? because heaven needed you back? i cant help but wonder where you are right now. were you sent down to earth again to bring happiness to other people? our time with you was very short but we all appreciated it. i just wish i could have told you in person how much you meant to me. but i guess we all have our regrets? freddie, i hope youre having a wonderful time wherever you are right now. may our blessings always be with you. i hope we can meet again in our next life. i hope i'll remember you if i get to meet you next time. if i do, i'll tell you how darn much you mean to me. peace.
when the last petal falls, justice shall prevail and all shall be final.
i hope you prepared yourself, you're gonna go on a loooong trip, devil.
may the time of justice come soon and let the world be rid of evilness like yours.
i am obviously not in the candy candy happy type of mood so dont provoke me.
am working to get lone wolf to keep my mind off things.
just 3 more ranks away and lone wolf here i come.
edit----xx
Whatever that feeling is inside of you is yours, like your own invention.
Once you start to inform others about it, it’ll be like a drug. You’ll depend on
them to get your back every time when something’s up.
They listen to you and help you lift a burden or two.
Whenever they end up not standing there with arms wide open waiting for you
like they used to, that’s going to be your downfall…
Once you start to inform others about it, it’ll be like a drug. You’ll depend on
them to get your back every time when something’s up.
They listen to you and help you lift a burden or two.
Whenever they end up not standing there with arms wide open waiting for you
like they used to, that’s going to be your downfall…
quoted from Chased by cassiopeia_05
sentence of the day (all those random sentences at the ending of previous posts were sentences of the day too):
hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.
| Friday, June 26, 2009,9:21 AM |
what's happening?
what's wrong?
why did it become like this...?
when did it become like this?
sighs.
screw you life.
wonder girls - nobody english version
You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you
And it will never change
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you
lyrics credit ; JeAnnEhriel @ youtube
picture credit ; xHerlyn @ soompi stock thread
i want you and only you...
| Thursday, June 25, 2009,7:44 AM |
just the outlines. OUTLINES. no colour yet.
goshhhh! T____T
im gonna die from all that immense concentration soon.
i got a headache just now --
but but, i drew a lot of weird stuff in there. HAHA
like CANDY MOUNTAIN and and domokun! huhu.
and there's also a roti canai stall and wonderland themepark :p
lalalala~ i wonder how long im gonna use up colouring the damn thing.
i already regret drawing small things.
i'll have to use colour pencils for those small small details --
lol, i wonder where ling is today o__o
someone used her account and chatted with me --
it was very very kek -- huhu.
anyways, get well soon chok! :D
Blue - Sorry seems to be the hardest word
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
you're something beautiful, a contradiction.
| Wednesday, June 24, 2009,4:51 AM |
or maybe im just trying to be bored.
anyways, im here to vent out my rage that had previously been bottled up.
imagine a bottle of sprite (or any other soft drink with gas that you prefer).
then, imagine it being shaken violently many many times.
now, someone decides to pop the cap open.
what's the result? a sugary fountain of said drink.
(lol, this made me think of ling. made me smile. love you babe xD)
let the sprite be subsituted by rage.
and so, you get a rage fountain.
that is exactly how i feel.
(i am starting to confuse myself at this point)
my happy mood's on/off button is broken.
or maybe it's just tainted by your evil goo of ickyness. (sounding childish now --)
you make me feel so... i cant find a word.
but please bear in mind that the word above would not be a very nice word.
i was not born to this world to be your lowly servant therefore i do not live to satisfy you.
he who shits most IS shit. so what do you have to say for yourself?
please dont talk to me about being good, kind and what not, because you obviously have no rights to do so.
the fiery pit of despair known as hell is waiting for your arrival :)
you probably will have fun there since you're the devil after all.
knowing that anything can happen anytime gives me such a sense of elation that i would probably puke joy and candy. :D
may the devil be punished by karma for all his "wonderful" doings.
genies may grant you wishes but you will always end up regreting for what you wish for.
you're somewhat like a genie, doing good things but with a twist that's invisible at first but shows later on.
everyone wants to be happy, no one wants to be sad,
but if there's no rain, there will be no rainbow.
- by cheeng laopo (mildly edited by jane)
when i see you, my heart stops beating and my mind just starts to soar. ♥
edits;
karma has dictated that posting this post is wrong!
please dont ask me who this person is or i'll probably get more bad karma.
i mean it, seriously. dont ask me --
| Monday, June 22, 2009,4:49 AM |
was like, the best day of the whole freaking month!
why, you ask?
cause we had a bbq, yeah! be jealous man!
4.30 departed from house to bee hua.
4.30 departed from house to bee hua.
picked chea ying and her fishballs up there.
lol. for some reason, we talked about my pants in the car. HAHA.
and a lot of other random stuffs too.
reached kwang's house at around 4.45?
then nong came and we waited for the others.
first thing we did, was to try and set up the bbq thing thing.
me and kwang's hands were really black. mostly hers. HAHA
she took a handful at a time while i just took one small piece at a time xD
after that, me and nong swing. huhu.
when almost everyone came, we started eating.
after that, BALOOON FIGHT! HUHUHU!
bien came late, but she did come.
and she also got to play water balloon with us.
it was fun. super fun haha.
michelle was wettest xD
then we went upstairs and played with those mini car things
we even made a freaking "drama" HAHAHA
it was epic. EPIC. LOL
we took a hella lot of pictures.
and jia yih keeps eating. lol --
when we were done taking pictures and playing water wars.
we changed lu. some of us. haha.
some stayed wet until they went home =p
then, we sat outside on the chair swing thing and talked under the dark sky.
it was nice. and twinnie kept swinging. xD
after i went home, i could still feel the effect i had when i was swinging.
oh gosh. xD
overall, it was a super fun night.
21st June, Sunday.
went out with my parents.
i saw a very ke aii de boy. :D
dont get me wrong, i love my bf and all, but still. hahaha.
i think he's younger than me.
i caught myself thinking: wow, i wish he could be my little brother.
haha. when i heard him talk, i felt like swooning.
gosh, his voice so nice and deep --
little brothers cant have voices like that!
and btw, i love his attire.
it was so street-ish. hahaha!
damn, im not here to dedicate this spot to him --
so i shall stop here! (but i would love to have him as a didi. haha. believe me, you probably would too.)
but yeah, mr.baker's fruitcake is pretty good.
try it out. ;D -advertising for no reason-
my brother came home from thailand that night. huhu.
he bought me a lot of stuff~ -happy happy-
3 mickey mouse t-shirts, 2 mickey mouse bags, and a lot of phone pouches.
nikki jie also bought me stuff :D
i laff you both~
jia jia bought me poop. lol --
i decided to call that stuffed poop plushie MR.POOP.
i know, im not original :D
im still waiting for my cappu!
cappu, when will you show up? T__T
anyways, i got a hat.
and im very happy with it. hahaha.
my brother bought it for no particular reason.
oh oh! nikkie jie also gave me a bottle of nail polish :D
i chose the silver one
and i loveee it.
my nails are now silver. huhu.
anyways, i know this may sound somewhat pathetic
but omfg! i finally became a 1st dan in tekken! (my lili. huhu)
yeah, been playing for 2 days --
tekken dojo. cuss you!
but ya, faster than my nephew le. hahaha.
not bad hor?
i hate the super retards in the world :D
but i love my bby, laopo and twinnie. xD (i love other people too. lalala~)
and and, i just noticed that i havent seen/ talked to soyasauce, carmy and chunee in the longest time ever! T__T
joy to the world! --
such a beautiful lie. i hate it.
| Friday, June 19, 2009,6:06 AM |
whoots! fun day! hahaha!
we discussed about our class trip
and we finally had a conclusion!
(no thanks to the boys)
we're gonna have BBQ.
all girls, no boys. awesome le? :p
why? cause the boys suck!
they wont cooperate with us and always spoils almost everything.
therefore, we shall have our fun without them
then rub it in their faces! MUAHAHAHA!
you shall know why there is a picture of goldfishes here when you read the bottom :D
anyways, me, jia, nong and sei ying went to kiulap huaho to buy the food this afternoon
when i got home from school, i terus go take bath.
after i got out of the bathroom, my phone was vibrating.
nong was the one who called me and ask me if i can go earlier cause she was already there!
omg. so early. haha.
i ate my lunch as fast as i could and got into the car.
it was around 1 pm when i got there.
and nong was at the counter with her sister and maid paying already.
i came just in time to pei nong! huhuhu!
we went upstairs to look at... TOYS. HAHAHA
nong got hungry so we went to KFC :p
nong ate her lunch while i helped her eat french fries, cheesy wedges and my ice-cream jelly.
we talked and laughed. finish eating liao still talk there. haha.
sit there until 2 baru go back to hua ho.
when we got there, we were like... so bored --
me: -looks around then looks at ah nong-
nong: -looking around-
me: want go see fishes? :D
nong: HAHAHAHA! i want go see also le! xD
so we were at the aquarium there lu.
looking at fishes.
then when we were looking at a tank of small goldfishes, nong suddenly go EEEEE!
it turns out that there was a tapian fish (the fish that feeds off the algae and dirty stuff in fish tanks?) eating a gold fish!
i was like WTF THAT'S SO DAMN AWESOME!
nong gave me a weird look and went like "wow, you're very excited hor?"
hahaha. of course la! first time le :p
got 4 fishes kena eaten le --
all white colour one. kesian.
left the head, backbone and the tail. ewww.
AND AND! NO EYEBALLS!
me and nong saw one of the other GOLDFISHES eat them!
EWWWW! so disgusting! --
we kept looking at that tank.
then suddenly, my phone rang and we kinda scream. LOL
any problem kan? scared dao ma!
shi guan missed called me. haha.
so i go message him back :p
around 2.30, jia yih and sei ying came!
we showed them the dead fishies. lol.
after that, we went to the frozen food place :p
hehes. spent like half an hour choosing hotdogs. LOL --
my mommy and daddy came and saved the day! :D
hehes! they got like, everything in less than half an hour --
faster than us lu. pro la. dont chu seh ba mummy. HAHA
jia came home with me! hehes.
she used the PC to look at people's blog from my blog. lol.
she found evangelione and she was spazzing over the stuff she made. haha!
i showed her charlie the unicorn too. xp
hehehes. fun day! :D
and and! my brother's exams results came out!
congrats to him! he got damn awesome marks.
huhu. im gonna congratulate him when he comes back.
gonna scream in the airport?
lol. later kena taken away by air port security still got xD
oh. jia you nick koko! :p
dont always so emo bah!
emo not good le! hahas.
i love you baby =P - quote from someone. haha. hearts!
| Wednesday, June 17, 2009,10:17 PM |
not really bored but i wanted to put that title.
why? cause im cool like that so be jealous. haha.
lately, mr.piggy's been going everywhere with me. LOL
tuition, school, tv and all of that. xD (cept toilet)
isnt mr.piggy super cute?
anyways! did you know that you can actually earn money by gaming? --
and all along i thought gaming seriously (pro gaming) was something stupid.
the amount of money is quite high for sitting infront of the screen and having fun.
but most of all... chung said that RAZER sponsors the 1st place winner T__T
eee! razer le! when you say razer, first thing i think of is chunee's razer lycosa mirror's life death experience on the first day it was installed.
hahaha! MILK IS EVILLL! (so is chok!)
one day, im sooo gonna get a full set of razer stuff for my computer.
not for gaming, just cause razer stuff are pretty :D
chung told me that there are currently 3 razer keyboards out.
i know there's tarantula and lycosa, does anyone know the other one? x__x
wait, i found it :p
it's arctosa. wte. it looks a lot like lycosa. xD
eee. the tarantula one is so pretty T__T
but sadly, it has no back flash thingy does it?
hahaha. can type in the dark le if got :D hehes!
now headphones.
razer piranha may be a gaming headphone
but who freaking cares? it's so pretty! --
and it has a 4.5/5 rating. omg.
haha, maybe next time i should open a company like razer? :p
for girls! HAHAHA.
yeah. imagine all the pretty other coloured stuff. haha.
nice le? :p
anyways, BCG coming up soon?
and someone told me that shi guan maybe playing? haha.
must go watch i guess :p
so support shi guan and koko! muahahaha!
who want to go? lol.
update ---xx
i heard something from someone and now i know why.
stay calm, jane. just ignore it all. not worth the time.
one day, im seriously gonna snap at you.
please dont blame me when i actually do.
you had it coming.
^ no one can comment or ask me about this or im gonna murder you --
anyways, ROYAL PIRATES. hehes :D
they were invited to star in StarKing but they rejected! D:
too bad. but there are some record companies who want to meet them
so yay! good luck guys! :D
picture credit: soompi stock picture thread
how could you be so heartless?
nevermind, you, i still love.
i talked to your cousin just now.
he was panicky.
maybe... he was scared?
i dont know.
currently, i am addicted to ROCK LEGEND.
hahaha! nice. :p
im leveling up really fast. YAYS! :D
lalala. i love that song. huhuhu.
kris allen's version :p
and today was okay okay amount of fun i guess?
meh, lol. michelle wasnt on jai ho crack today.
which was good.
i can fly! :D
i still hate the two gay unicorns in charlie the unicorn.
btw, charlie is smokin HOT ;D
hehehes!
i want to see you so badly! ):
please please please come to school tomorrow? please?
i promise i'll be good if you show up ):
| Tuesday, June 16, 2009,1:28 AM |
love you? hate you?
i dont know anymore, do you?
maybe... is it a mixture of both?
is it even possible?
love me? hate me?
would you care to tell me?
is this your way of torturing me?
you're just like coffee.
a bittersweet delight, filled with flavour.
on the first sip, coffee tastes bitter.
then slowly, as you get used to the taste, it becomes sweeter and sweeter.
but when you get to the last few drops, it'll taste bitter again.
or maybe if you didnt stir right, it'll taste sweet from the confectionary you added.
tell me, will i be able to taste the bitterness or sweetness?
did i stir too much? did all of it melt away?
so far, you're the best cup of coffee i ever had.
i'll gladly trade anything away for another cup of you.
coffee keeps people awake, so do you.
i dont remember how many nights i slept late, waiting for you.
just the very thought of being able to keep you company or talking to you keeps me wide awake, anticipating every minute im going to be able to spend with you.
i used to wake up every morning, thinking that today will be a great day.
but now, i wake up scared that you'll leave me today.
i go to sleep fearing that you wont be by my side anymore the next day.
; Evanescene - Bring me to life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
xx
i never want to wake up from this dream.
i want to be in your embrace forever.
are you willing to let me do that?
always & forever, no matter what happens, i ♥ you.
picture credit: soompi stock thread
| Sunday, June 14, 2009,9:42 PM |
i am not your dog.
so please stop treating me like i am, because i, obviously, am not.
dont treat me like shit.
because you obviously do not deserve to.
please, stop trying to use me for your personal pleasure.
and stop trying to blame people for the shit you do when it's obvious that they have nothing to do with it.
it's true that i was probably blinded by stupidity when i helped you countless times, thinking that you would change for the better.
no, im not pissed.
im just very disappointed with you.
if you think im talking about you, just ask me. i will give you an honest yes or no answer.
it's probably because im tired today so im just easily disturbed or it's probably because im sick of you. no idea.
anyways! i brought pancakes to school today :p
muahahaha. those who ate it, okay ma?
haha. first time making those mini sized pancakes with chocolate chip.
i am still addicted to this song. lol.
my pet society finally worked! homagadd! yay! LOL
im sleepy, seriously.
hahaha. i have tuition later.
i miss my ice-cream. you know, vanilla flavoured one? --
i need ice-cream.
lol, i finally made my chair higher so my hand doesnt really hurt when im using the laptop.
my brother went to thailand! omg. D:
i want to go too! shopping! x__x
i hope he buys me something. hahaha.
unni is showing me pretty disney mobile phones. rawrrr! EVILLL
haha. im quite bored. LOL
meh, please have a fair fight bk and nick. :p
if not, i'll kick your arse. haha.
i love my twinnie :p hehe.
I WANT TO MAKE MORE FOOD! -explodes-
apparently, people think my display picture is of a bunny puking --
it's not, okay?!
it's a bunny shooting out a beam of loveee! i think. LOL
i have tuition later. haha!
by the way kwangy, maybe next post i will post the pictures we took. HAHA xD
but im lazy! SAVE ME SUPERWOMAN D:
OH! BUNNYTOWN BUNNIES ARE ACTUAL PUPPETS. LIKE WTF! I WANT A DAMN PUPPET!!
OMFG! SEEE!
bah, bye bye! :P
you gotta be my man, baby i want your love.
BUNNYTOWN ;some show in playhouse disney
for some reason, while i was switching channels, this show caught my attention.
i mean, would you stop pressing the next button to watch some insane bunny drive a picnic basket?
I KNOW RIGHT? LOL
meh, i have to admit, the bunnies are really really cute. haha!
they only have one bulky tooth :p
and the whole show is pretty much insane and random.
yeah, a disco ball flower. then super bunny driving a picnic basket to chase little bad bunny.
but who cares if it's cute? :D
CHARLIE THE UNICORN ;some videos in youtube
calvin made me watch episode 1 last time.
episode one really pissed me off.
charlieeee~ we're going to candy mountain! candy mountain! charlie!
lmao. stupid gay unicorns. xD
and just now, i decided to watch episode 2.
charlie! we have to return the amulet to the banana king!
stupid song. stick a banana in your ear. LMAO WTF? xD
very stupid video. lol. it's funny though.
but i hate those two gay unicorns.
no idea if they're guys or girls. it's total wtf. haha!
then yeah, im watching episode 3 now :p
oh no listen! the umu has awoken!!
hahaha, and there's what bleh bleh bleh xD
LOL. ring ring? hello? ring ring? hellooo?
haha, poor charlie xD
always have to put up with those idiots.
the door part really got me cracking up. lol --
hahaha. wtf. the song for episode 3 is epic crack.
especially the freaky obsessed star fish! xD
haha. poor charlie. first his kidney in episode one. and now this.
all for the freaking snowman! LOL
Davichi - My Man
You've got to be my man
Baby, I want your love
You, come to me
Oh, yeah yeah yeah
I got you, not a friend
Gonna be you, be fine
It's you that I want, My Love
I thought that we wouldn't be fit,
I thought that you really had no manners
You were so 'all that', you held on too long
I don't know, I don't know,
Only your heart.
It's a little, but I get curious, get curious
Where did the confidence come from?
I try hard to understand, but I can't
I get obsessed, without me knowing.
(Chorus)
It's weird, I've become so strange
My heart goes back and forth like a pendolum
Should I give you my attention? Or should I hold back?
Should I wait until you approach me?
(Chorus)
Can I love you?
Can I have you?
Is that alright?
Oh Oh, love is funny
Oh, I guess I'm funny, funny
Oh Oh, love is funny
Oh, I like you honey
I don't want to do easy, easy love
But you keep coming deeper, deeper
You come into my heart so well,
You don't want to get out. What do I do with me?
Baby, I want your love
You, come to me
Oh, yeah yeah yeah
I got you, not a friend
Gonna be you, be fine
It's you that I want, My Love
I thought that we wouldn't be fit,
I thought that you really had no manners
You were so 'all that', you held on too long
I don't know, I don't know,
Only your heart.
It's a little, but I get curious, get curious
Where did the confidence come from?
I try hard to understand, but I can't
I get obsessed, without me knowing.
(Chorus)
It's weird, I've become so strange
My heart goes back and forth like a pendolum
Should I give you my attention? Or should I hold back?
Should I wait until you approach me?
(Chorus)
Can I love you?
Can I have you?
Is that alright?
Oh Oh, love is funny
Oh, I guess I'm funny, funny
Oh Oh, love is funny
Oh, I like you honey
I don't want to do easy, easy love
But you keep coming deeper, deeper
You come into my heart so well,
You don't want to get out. What do I do with me?
you got to be my man, baby i want your love,
haha, nice. xD
oh i like you honey~ :p
| Saturday, June 13, 2009,7:41 AM |
it was total wtf man.
one day, im gonna call the internet people and complain to them about it!
you guys get paid so do your job right! RAWR! --
so yeah, it wasnt that bad of a day...
i spent the afternoon SLEEPING. hahaha!
good sleep :D
and after i woke up, terus go play Call Of Duty 4 :p
muahaha, jia jia ah, you see, yi yi so pro kaliah!
you think i very laoya, but i finished by myself what you couldnt! MUAHAHA.
jia jia wanted to play after me, so yeah, being the good aunty that i am, i let him play.
then i played tekken. LOL my new favourite character would be lily i guess.
since i practiced using her yesterday and she was totally awesome!
pwnful wins more than 10 times in a row!
anyways...
for people who were wondering why i was so upset...
(i think even yap knew i was upset. cause he lent me his calculator without saying anything or without hesitating)
i seriously have no fcking idea what to do!
chung made me really scared and paranoid about HIM...
ko ko (not real koko la) also said that HE might and that i shouldnt trust HIM too much, for my own good.
i dont think i can go on like this anymore...
it's going nowhere...
i love him... a little too much, i admit.
i trust him a lot, i hope he doesnt throw my trust down the drain...
i want to believe in him, always and forever.
but it's quite hard...
it's probably not his fault...
it's just that im too paranoid. -sighs-
if you really loved someone...
would you continue putting on that mask of happiness just for him and pretend that everything's alright or would you confront him and tell him how you feel?
what do you guys think? ahh... reply in chatbox.
i want to love and be loved.
i want to know im loved by you no matter what happens.
you... please... let me know that before my heart shatters into pieces...
i love you... i dont think i can live without you.
i miss you... i want to see you and for you to tell me that you love me.
why is happiness so hard to obtain and even harder to keep?
one moment, you feel like you're on top of the world.
the next, you're falling from that place...
what should i dooooo???
END OF WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE CALLING THAT THING ABOVE.
ko, you very kiong de.
so dont worry and dont be sad.
you will find that special person soon...
you just have to be patient...
dont rush things.
mei always here to support you! :p
Travis Garland - Dead and Gone
im not the same person i used to be
im moving on, its just me
do you remember when you told me that
i'd never be good enough for anyone
and i wasnt worth your time, your energy
and why did i listen then
why didnt i stand up for myself
you made me believe
i was on the road to no where to no where
and oh i was listening for way too long
i shouldve known im way too strong
to let you just lead me on lead me on
and oh i was traveling on that road too long
just tryna find my way back home
but the old me is dead and gone dead and gone
i been thinking about all that we've been through
every place that you and me went to
thinking back simple little memories
thinking bout the times that my heart felt empty
wait..that was all the time cause we just weren't fine we faked it
a true friend would stab you in the front so tell me why my back is aching
you cant say you just choked
hanging theres your rope
tangled to fall better road for you
hooked up and you got beat at your game
burn every bridge but you still see the smoke
try to get across but you sank every boat
you could smoke everyday of your life
but you know on the mic ima be more dope
and oh i was listening for way too long
i shouldve known im way too strong
to let you just lead me on lead me on
so you could love me for who i am
or hate me for who you think i am
but the old me is dead and gone
im moving on now
oh old me is dead and gone dead and gone
oh ooh whoa.
im in love with this song.
end of post. loves! bye bye! :D
ps: HI TWINNIE!! I LOVE YOU! xp
| Monday, June 8, 2009,6:00 AM |
my sorry sorry album has finally arrived! MUAHAHA.
(okay, maybe not finally la. i asked for it yesterday and i got it already today. BRAND NEW!)
WHOOTS! I JUST HADDD TO BLOG! IM SO HAPPY! T___T
hahaha. i love my cousin. LOVE LOVE LOVEEE her to bits!
it came with a poster. :D
a very long poster i might add. xD
it's so pretty. i want to hug it!
but im afraid to damage it.
but but but. the poster side is slightly damaged already. NUUZ! T__T
not my fault, seriously. it alang like that de. hais.
but nvm. i finally got the album! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
i shall listen to it all day and piss my mummy off! HAHAHA! xD
got pictures. :p
shall upload when i am not lazy. haha.
funfair was damn fun yesterday. hahaha.
people who claimed that it was boring probably wasnt our group of friends!
i was iced. lol. damn meanies who iced me! xD
but i got my revenge. muahahaha.
i dont know why, but i love making ice balls! they're so nice, shiny and round. LOL
but outcome of making ice balls & grabbing many many handfuls of ice :
numb hand that feel very very warm instead of cold.
but like i care. PUAHAHAHA! live life the fun way even if there's a period of suffering at the back. LOL
RIP nameless chicky. ):
i wished i named you before you were trampled to death by sexy 7 by accident.
but you had a good life :D
you were loved by yapepe & sexy 7 xD
haha, some nice people waited for my car with me after the funfair.
so nice kaliah, wait with me for more than half an hour!
and i just ngam ngam met one of them. LOL.
would you be willing to keep a stranger company just because she's your friend's girlfriend?
hahaha, would you?! WOULD YOU? LOL
ko ko damn awesome :p hehe~
fishies can lemas one! can kan? i ask you. haha.
hm... basketball is supposed to be enjoyable, but right now, it has somehow been tainted.
that's just sad. D:
what's over is already over ma.
so why waste time and energy oh?
you guys only keep accusing people of stuff, but have you ever thought about what you guys did also?
we're not so wu liao, okay?
we wont really care if you guys constantly try to attack us.
you want to play, your problem. not mine. (omgosh, influenced into saying that! o__o)
seriously, hahaha. i dont care! :p
as long as you dont get in my way, i wont care either.
you want to insult, insult until you happy. lol.
you want me insult back, just say, maybe i will think about it. haha.
but yes, if you hurt my friends, im not gonna just pai pai pi and ignore it.
oh yes, hurt me, i dont care, hurt them, i will care :D
i dont care what you tell other people, how you manipulate other people, as long as you dont hurt anyone i love, im fine with it.
REAL friends will stick by you no matter what shit happens.
im not some friendless piece of shit. i dont need friends that wont support me. hehe.
lalala.
herm herm, what im trying to say is...
that may all resentment be dissolved. we have no intentions of attacking back.
so even if you try to provoke us, the most we'll do is laugh at it.
we had our fun and so did you guys. so yeah, just stop it there lu.
both sides also wrong wuad, so dont keep thinking that you guys are right.
you have to realise that at some point.
neh neh neh, or are you hating on us for some other reason?
no idea. haha. if you want, you can come talk to us or me! :p
dont just talk about us and point point le.
like that not very nice weh. lol.
now i shall waste my time on better things instead of this. LOL.
COLD HEART, BABY!
okay, it sounds nice bah. cant blame me. haha.
WEI! huai ren must be friends with huai ren one le!
no sorries, i dont friend with huai ren. xD
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