| Tuesday, December 23, 2008,11:29 PM |
i know. where's the singapore & indonesia review?!
i dont feel like writing it. i dont wanna, i just dont wanna T___T
lol, i'll write it when i feel like it~
btw, here's a short story...
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you are nothing but a lowlife.... she told herself as her legs dangled from the edge of the tall building.
you should end your life right now before you hurt anyone again... she told herself as she stood up and looked down.
you are a failure, you don't deserve to live. she told herself and took a step forward.
She held her breathe and prepared to jump down. She knew that the world would be a better place without her. No one would miss her, no one would cry over her because she was not worth it. A bad person, she knew that she was a bad person. She tried to change but she couldn't. No one can truly change how they are. She was a bad person from the start and will be until the end. Guilt was starting to eat her up and her tears were choking her.
Let all the suffering end. One step, and everyone will be happy. Just one more step, she knew she had to take it. But when she was about take that step, her phone started to ring.
"hello?" she answered with a shaky voice.
"are you...crying?" a small voice came from the other side of the phone.
"no... sorry and goodbye." she was about to hang up on the person who she knew she hurt the most.
"wait! i want to talk to you for awhile!" there was a long pause after the girl on the other line said that.
"well...?" she asked... she felt like crying even harder right now.
"i dont really know what to say... just dont hang up first." the girl said and started to cry on the other line.
BANG BANG BANG!
"come out now!" the girl shouted and banged on the locked door.
"dont do it..." another familiar voice said from behind the door.
She was shocked that they actually came for her. But... it was already too late. She had made up her mind. Nothing was going to stop her. The only thing she did was cause trouble and hurt people. She wanted it to end.
She took the last step and fell from the tall building. She felt light, as if all the burdens that she carried were stripped off her. She could fly, she always wanted to fly.
Just for a minute, she felt like a flying angel.
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meh, my way of expressing my feelings.
i feel really bad right now. T__T
but yeah, im not dumb enough to commit suicide la.
that's just stupid -.-
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